I'm starting to hate the fact that I have no monitor upstairs. I can't do anything with my site and can't do anything of a creative means because everything that I need is upstairs without a monitor. God damnit. I don't want to have to download everything here either it's so much of a hassle and I'm not in the mood to put up with it. Just the idea that I can't do another layout annoys the living shit out of me. If I go without a monitor any longer I don't know what I'll do to change the look and feel of this site. Not to mention this creative block I'm been having is due to lack of inspiration (could be too much gaming, not enough reading).
My dad offered to buy me a monitor but I'm at that stage where I feel very uncomfortable asking my parents for anything. I'm supposed to be supporting myself for shit's sake not freeloading off of my parents like some of my siblings do. Oh well, I'll think of something I'm sure of it. I'll probably end up getting one this week or next cheque so that I can access all of my nice stuff plus I want to get back into my Sims. Although I don't see that happening anytime soon. I've been into consoles too much - yes I'm back into the console phase. Wii Mario Kart has been stagnating there, because Nny and I have been too busy with Call of Duty and GTA. Then I'm picking up my DS and PSP wherever I go just because it's there and I just feel like playing a quick game of something that can load fast. I'm loving Harvest Moon DS Cute right now...omg I'm going after the Doctor Trent as my husband so stay away!!!!!
Rented a couple of movies tonight don't know if I'm going to watch them as I feel like ......gaming. I'm actually quite surprised that I've been improving in COD4. I remember the first week I tried it I was pathetically sad. Laughably sad, my kills were only 1 or 2 with about 30 deaths (I know, laugh..seriously). Once I started playing more often though, the kills go up to 25...deaths are still high though. Oh well I feel less discouraged when I'm not on the bottom of the list of scores. It's all about practice...oh yeah...and sniping....that's a job for wussies. I'm all for going into the middle of gunfire even if it means getting killed, I'm taking about 3 of them with me. Oh and by the way.....domination is all about capturing the flags.....not just killing each other - some teammates I've been with just don't see it...go to deathmatch if you're more concerned about the kill score. *sighs*
I was watching Nny play GTAIV for a bit....suddenly understanding why a lot of parents are concerned about it....you have to consider though it's rated M for Mature. IE: You have to be a certain age to buy it. You don't understand how many parents I saw where the cashier advised them of the rating and they go ahead and buy it because :"Well...my kid wants it" jesus fucking christ. Then if you buy it because your kids want it...then stop fucking complaining about the violence in video gaming...because in all reality you're contributing to the "issue" as you're the one buying for your kid. Shut the hell up and actually pay attention to your kids instead of buying the game for them so they can leave you alone to do your "own thing". If you really wanted to do your own thing in the first place....perhaps you shouldn't have had children hmmmmmm? think about it before you open your bloody mouths to complain how bloody this world is getting, it's not any different than thousands of years ago...we just got creative with the violence that's all...
Enough said. I'm off my soapbox. Time to play some violent video games to rile the world some more.
No tags today...I'm too bloody lazy to do my tags!!!!!! *whines*
Random thought: I HATE the bloody Dallas Stars...
Listening to: Digital Gunfire radio online.
Reading: The Children of Men.
